i want a love story to call my own.

last night i watched P.S I Love You and the story of love 

for the second time, i bawled my eyes out during the entire thing. sometimes , i am so jealous to know or read the romantic story about relationship maybe from story or my friend . they get romantic couple . different with me , i just hope , dream and pray to get it , but i want oneday i get , and feel about it 

i just hope one day i can love someone as much as holly loved jerry and have him love me as much as jerry loved holly.

all people maybe know if i love ronaldo , ronaldo have girlfriend now and i dislike his gf .. not because i am jealous , but i dislike her behaviour and i am sure she isnt the best for him . ronaldo was so love and faith to her , but the girl ? heum  i dont think she is . it kills me just thinking about it….he will always love her.

there it is again, HE WILL LOVE HER.  that line kills me, “I will always love you”.  It’s in so many sentence. and it breaks my heart every time. 

but i have been wake up from my dream , yah i love him and always pray To God , for God give the best to him . it is the important to me. 

i want that so bad. 

ps, i love you.

oke but the other side , i just want to get the man who love me , faith , religi, kind, smart and romantic :D :D 

oh God , i wanna feel the relationship i always pray about it , i hope You can give it to me GOD :D :D 

i dont beautifull but i have good heart haha :D